.. I feel I'm spinning faster and faster, and that at some point I'll snap."I paused, thinking for a long moment before continuing"And the more I write, the less I seem to find anything in it. The readers become rare and gone, my stories get more and more different, standing from the crowd just for being unlike the others. Maybe there's a reader enjoying them, and I always think of this guy. I picture him, reading alone in a dark Saturday afternoon, enjoying the quietness of his home. But what's the point? The sequence of stories? I can invent hundreds of them, different plots, different characters, but they all seem the same to me. Rip the pages of a book and throw them into the air, they'll fall onto the floor, all unique, but all just the same for anyone looking at the scene."I'm making both life and writing one and the same, and they're both going in the wrong direction."That day Athena tried to console me, but I don't remember what she said. I wasn't listening. I left the Place. My love life received a welcome boost on Wednesday 17th. Reading Julie's diary entry for that day, she thought so too!It had been a lovely July day, and for a change we had finished work at about half past seven with no more loads coming in from the fields after four o'clock; the annual Peterborough Show was on at the East of England Showground, and Mr Johnston reckoned that a number of farmers had sloped off early from the fields, to meet old friends and enjoy a few glasses of beer as they watched the displays in the central arena. He suggested that the Thursday and Friday would also be affected; most farming families would have at least one day out at the Show, and those who had volunteered to be Stewards, or were Members of the East of England Agricultural Society, would attend all three days. We didn't mind; after fifteen long days on the trot, it would be pleasant to have some time in the evening to ourselves, rather than just falling into bed around eleven exhausted.Everyone.
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